dream about death

i have been dreaming about DEATH the whole week, every night.

i woke up in shock as it was so real. nightmare!

i died and ppl that i dont know died too..

DEATH.. i am not afraid. one day, we all will die..and you do not know when.

how long does this will go on? how many will die in my dream again?

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dream about death

i have been dreaming about DEATH the whole week, every night. i woke up in shock as it was so real. nightmare! i died and ppl that i dont know died too.. DEATH.. i am not afraid. one day, we all will die..and you do not know when. how long does this will go on? how many will die in my dream again? =(

for some clarifications

For Some Clarifications i like this ibook. i m just pissed because it doesnt work well; i m just pissed because i can ask help for nobody; i m just pissed because i have to somewhat beg for help; i just pissed that i am useless and i can do nothing to help myself ; i m just pissed because i cant do what i want and i have to ask someone to do for me which i suppose to do it by myself; idiot ppl like me.. only one thing to do - ask for something new! i want a new macbook that i suppose i can do my stuff faster and better; it wont run super slow again; i can have built-in isight (even though i dont think i will use it that often); i suppose i wont have the same old problems and i dont need to ask help for anyone; that' simple i m sorry i do not take good care of it as it supposed; i m sorry i have clueless what wrong with this ibook now; i m sorry i do not know how to solve problems on mac; i m sorry i have to ask for help and this make me feel like shit everytime because i dont feel good to be blamed for the reasons that i dont know ha it doesnt mean i dont like this ibook or i hate this ibook. no i dont mean this way.. i just want my problems go away.. .. .. i am not very good at this; not at all. i think i am very good at shouting..rubbish.. p/s: my apologies to like this ibook as give not gift.. i m sorry if i say something wrong again; i m not very good at talking;

ha

give and gift..

will you consider yourself give someone a gift with your old stuff? is this a give? or this is a gift.

i suppose, gift should be new one; or else, it should be a give.

i m confused and i m guilty of being materialistic because of "a give" and/or " a gift"

please tell me that JANICE CHONG WEN THIN IS A MATERIALISTIC GIRL, A 100% AUTHENTIC WORLD HATED MATERIALISTIC Bitxh..

i think i have no way to clear my name..i'll carry this name forever..

please make sure i got myself a fuxking rich boyfriend who can afford anything i don't ask for.. please remind me to be materialistic and choose only rich guy for my next relationship..

please stay away from me if you are not rich!!

nothing is right

i dont feel right.. nothing is right..
food is wrong;
rice with shitake doesnt make sense;
ibook is not working well;
i cant kill the monsters;
weather is not right;
my brain is not working right;


ARGH!!!

nothing is right... except the morning breakfast..

idiot day!

idiot stubborn me..

again.. i found myself being blinded by the very little happiness that i m grabbing hard now.. my job, my way, my dream, my life.. .. i need to readjust myself again. and i really need to control my temper. my current job just make me become more arrogant, fierce and cold-blood.. ya ,i am really good at being bossy and ignorant! idiot stubborn me!

something i cant swallow

i am not an angel;
i am not a kind person too.
i can not forgive to forget or forget to forgive.
i may be childish
i may be idiot
i admit that i am stubborn. (you guys know me)
i do not mind to fight if needed
i do not mind to trouble myself to make him suffer..
yes, i do not mind; yes i want him to suffer(at least a little bit)

maybe i overreacted for what happen. so what?just want to teach him a lesson that..

"i am not born to be humiliated. not by you, not by any one! "

i want my pride back! maybe pride is useless but it is priceless.

there are things that i can not swallow silently, no matter how hard i try.


p/s: thanks dad & mum for standing up for me!

something that i can not swallow

i am not an angel;
i am not a kind person too.
i can not forgive to forget or forget to forgive.
i may be childish
i may be idiot
i admit that i am stubborn. (you guys know me)
i do not mind to fight if needed
i do not mind to trouble myself to make him suffer..
yes, i do not mind; yes i want him to suffer(at least a little bit)

maybe i overreacted for what happen. so what?just want to teach him a lesson that..

"i am not born to be humiliated. not by you, not by any one! "

i want my pride back! maybe pride is useless but it is priceless.

there are things that i can not swallow silently, no matter how hard i try.


p/s: thanks dad & mum for standing up for me!